Still a Little Girl
We played outside a while on a cold day. Then the girls picked some mint leaves from my garden and we went inside and made mint tea. It was a nice little party. I hoped it would keep them occupied while I focused on Alex's home school lessons. The tea party did not last long enough.
Then the girls colored together. They are pretty close friends. It makes me happy to see them play well together.
After the coloring, Kristiana poured all the girls a bowl of cereal and milk and they happily munched away. Or course, this made me very nervous, because I was working with Alex in the other room. I started walking back and forth between rooms checking on them. Finally, they finished their cereal and I cleaned up bowls. Except for Kristiana's bowl, because she usually drinks up her milk. I did not think she was finished, so I left it and went back to Alex. Annie came with me. Then Kristiana came. Annie must have slinked away, because minutes later she came back to our home school room and said, "Mommy, I made a mess." She spilled the milk all over the kitchen. Story of my home schooling mommy life. Lately, it's been like constantly putting out Annie fires. She has me wanting to quit home school, because I feel I can't both stay on top of her and school my children. I know this is just a phase--a really long phase, but she will grow out of this. [I had coloring pictures, but through some operator error, I no longer have them.
Lastly, I have been watching lots of ballet TV shows. I took one year of ballet when I was 6 years old. Then my mom decided to take me out for whatever reason. I always longed to dance ballet. But that is neither here nor there. When I watch these ballet shows, I feel like I want to stretch and dance and look graceful. Right now, I would love to put on a leotard, tights and ballet slippers and go to an adult ballet class. It's such a weird little fantasy, but it sounds fun. Truthfully, I can hardly stand in first position without almost falling over. Maybe I should see about going to see a live ballet sometime.
My favorite dance show of late has been Dance Academy. It was free on Amazon Prime. I watched the final season on You Tube. I loved the ending of this series.
Yeah, I totally stand in my kitchen pulling ballet moves. I guess at heart, I'm still a little girl.